Tomorrow is the day! Oral Surgery..Blah..Can't WAIT.So I can get Back to life!

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Tomorrow is the day!!
I am sooooo not looking forward to it!

You know what else sucks..The TWO pounds I have gained from doing salt water rinses!!!
Oh well..This will soon pass and I will be back on the track to getting healthy and losing the last 35-40 pounds that I need to lose.
This is just a bump in the road!

My appointment is early in the morning.
I am really torn on what to do about something.

I have a very high tolerance to medication. I have been taking pain medication for 7 plus years.
So when it comes to having MRI's, Colonoscopy etc..They have tried in the past to put me to sleep with just general anesthesia..Just with an IV and something like Demerol. This in the past has NEVER worked. I would be WIDE awake and they would be looking at me like I was a crazy person from another dimension and wondering how in the heck I was laying on table STILL talking to them. The doc asking the nurse beside him YOU DID give her the FULL DOSAGE RIGHT???? It is always the same thing. Plus I always tell them this before they try.
They have started to listen to me. My last MRI I was under fully with the Tub and everything.
I wish this was not the case. But I also wish I did not have MS..But I wish a lot of things..
When I had my consultation with the oral surgeon we decided just to go with a local. He said he could get them out in 20 minutes.
Because of our financial situation I had made the decision that I want to just do it that way..Jack then called back and found out that with our insurance it is $60 more to have IV sedation on top of the local.
I kind of feel like it will be throwing that money away. I mean maybe my body will react different to the meds this time. I may just lie there awake as always. I have no idea..He told me I could take my own ativan. So I have many choices here. It is one that will be made last minute because I am going to ask to talk to him in the morning.

I am really glad these last two suckers are finally coming out!!! But I am also going to be in some extreme pain for a while till it heals..

I am just ready for a break! If it is not one thing it is another..
I can't handle any more pain. I keep thinking that if I get healthier,thinner and stronger..That maybe my body will fight back a bit. Well so far I have not been able to get much healthier or thinner because I am always in pain and always dealing with some kind of aliment..SICK OF IT!!! FED UP!!

I am going to keep going. I have no other choice..Another bump in the road to reach my success.
As soon as I can get back to it I will and I mean RIGHT as soon as I feel up too it..I will be do doing meal planning from bed! Plus RE-READING The Clean Eating Diet!

I will let you all know how tomorrow goes...Until then..Sweet dream ♥