This gives me even more reason to keep going for the next 9 days or whatever it is..
Maybe I have not gained..It is so hard to tell.It is such a mind game..You know??
I have had a lot of other thing going on in my life..Some other stuff that is more important than my weight.
So I have had my mind on other things. I have found myself drifting back to my old ways and not caring about what I eat..Jack will say..Just want Taco Bell and I say fine..I am getting the healthy taco bell. As healthy as you can get but a month ago I would not have gotten it..I am also got McDonald's Ice cream cones..I am starting the emotional eating again..I know when I do it..I do it when I don't feel good. Most people DON'T eat when they are sick.. I EAT!!!! But I am aware of it..So I am trying to correct it..
I also know that whatever is going on in my life I need to learn to take care of myself. So that is what I am going to do. Being sick is VERY hard on someone hat has MS..Right now is effecting my muscles so bad that I cannot lift my left arm..It feels like someone is stabbing a knife into my arm every time I move it. Same thing with my right leg..So I am a HUGE mess right now..I am home alone and it takes me about 20 minutes just to get to the bathroom..My husband has to work!!! This too shall pass...