To say that these last few weeks have been hard would be an understatement..!
I got so frustrated with not losing..Then I had a loss of 4 pounds and I don't know what happened.
The next thing I knew I was back up to 197! Could I possibly be scared of losing weight?
Or could it just be because I was having an MS flare and was in bed for that week and my body was not digesting what it needed to.
Regardless I feel like I am back to square one..
I was like screw it..I ate what I wanted when I wanted this past week.I have no idea what the scale will show. But it's amazing that I have to work my butt off for 2 months and feel like I have gotten no where.
I am not giving up though..At no point did I ever throw in the towel.
I guess I was on am mini break..
Now that the weekend is over. So is my crazy out of control eating.
It is hard being married to someone that is not dieting but should be and when he wants to eat I eat.
This past weekend it was Fast Food. He is supportive. But he also does not force me to do anything.
I am a big girl and I can make my own decisions. I did not make the best of them this weekend.
But tomorrow is a new day! So it's time to get back to this.
Having MS will make this one of the hardest journeys ever! You know that! Just keep a positive outlook! (Like you are doing!) And you will get there!! We will get all sexy together!! :) and then grab lunch, and have to have body guards to keep the boys away!! hahaha Glad you are feeling better!!
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